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Mon, 28 Mar 2005 14:54:54 GMT

I've never updated this before and I think Im going to start just for myself. I need to get over some stupid shit but it seems like you piss me off on purpose sometimes although I know you arent. Its easy to pretend to be angry but hard to pretend to be ok when you're thoroughly pissed off. Seems like I'm just the nice guy, just kind of there for your pleasure when you want me. Im there when that happens but it doesn't seem to happen unless we're alone, it bothers me to know this. You say you enjoy just sitting there with me but I think you enjoy being with others much more just because of your body language and how much you laugh. I wish I could make you laugh that much but I guess I can't. All my jokes are jabs, though they aren't meant to be it helps me get over the stupid shit that I hate to think about so ITS ALL A JOKE. One big joke?

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 03:09:28 GMT

Hey Chris,

whats up man this is Nathan. Remember me Im Jeremy's friend. remember that party we went to and i got drunk, well I just found out that you made out with me man.....not cool. Im not a homo that is messed up man. And whats this crap I hear about you swimming with my cousin at your house thats messed up too dude he's only 12. you can't just be going around getting guys drunk and kissing them and then swimming naked with their 12 year old cousins. But, don't worry I ain't gunna mess you up none, I just wanted to see if you could get your little sister to do my hair for me, I noticed how she did yours the other day and I thought it was sick. The pink scrunchies definetly add a whole new dimension of color to your face. Im not gay or nothin I just think sometimes that you got pretty eyes and a nice back.

Im too tough to cry

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 14:15:56 GMT

I cried today. Because I am a MAN! hahahaha not really though. Im a toughy

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